||[Apr. 19th, 2005|01:43 pm]
hey people. I went for a swim at the Y. Nothing goin on today. Im feeling kinda sick. Besides that tho, kinda homesick. Im at my house but what i mean is i miss Mexico. Its one of those days when im staying home cus im sick and i have time to think bout stuff.Well, i wana go bak to mexico soooo bad. You can't imagine how hard it is to be living your life fine and then havin to move and leave everything behind. My culture, my friends, my family, my food, my people, my language, my life, my everything is in mexico. I mean, i like it here to. I got plenty of friends and stuff, its just not the same. Moving around in the US isn't as bad tho. I've moved around a lot here so im still kinda settling down in my new house, but its just not the same.Every one has one thing , like a "soft spot" that when you think about it, it just makes you feel like your throat is clogging up and you got an isntant head ache. Well, when ever i think of mexico, at first im happy, but then i remember im not there and that feeling sucks. Its conforting to know other people are going through the same thing tho. I don't know what id do with out my imigrant, chicanos, and "from other palces" type friends. Well, here i am with the radio all loud, on the computer, eating a chalupa and about to call the phone....no wonder im feeling sick. Let me tell you, its hard being a chicana, but i guess nothings easy. Leve me one if your _____________ and proud. Hasta luego.